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2008-04-02 - 10:05 a.m.

I'm super tired today, and my school work seems not to be going so well.
I've finished what I needed to be done with today, but I still have so much stuff due the rest of this week that I haven't even started on. I can't concentrate on anything lately and it's driving me crazy.

I actually went to see the Dr. last week to talk about my lack of concentration. It's been ridiculous, I'm usually a procrastinator, but I'm always able to finish things on time. Nowadays though when it comes to writing a paper I'm absolutely incapable of doing it, pushing it back and back until I just have to do it or I fail the class. And even then, I'm unable to really give anything good to my classes.

When we spoke I told the doc that I thought that I've always had a mild case of ADHD, but that with the stress I've had lately it's exacerbated to the point where I can't cope with it on my own anymore.
We talked about it and he gave me a mild prescription for ADHD to take and sent me to a Psychiatrist to get tested on whether or not I do have the ADD. Well, the Psychiatrist has been out of town. I haven't filled the prescription for the meds yet because I don't have the money until Thursday, and I honestly don't know that I want to get on any medication.
But if I continue not being able to accomplish anything I will be forced to do it anyways.

Ugh, what a nightmare. I really need this semester to be over with as soon as possible. I can't handle much more.

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